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2019 Writing Contest But it did not go well. Simon made several attempts to get the conversation started, but Lena seemed unable to pick up the thread, and it came to a halt. Finally, he looked at her kindly and asked, “What is going on with you, Lena? You have always been so vibrant as I saw you striding out for your walks, and now you can’t even talk to me?” Tears fi lled her eyes before she could stop them. “Oh, Simon, that fall seems to have taken a lot out of me. Now when I walk, I keep my head down, looking for breaks in the sidewalk. I have become so fearful of falling again that I'm just not myself anymore.” “Well, would you feel more comfortable if you were walking with somebody? How about I come walking with you?” He sounded so kind and concerned that the tears spilled out in earnest, and she quickly wiped them away. “What would people say?” she blurted out. He laughed. “What do you care? Where is that spunky Lena I have always known?” And so began their daily walks. At fi rst she walked rigidly and carefully, keeping her head down to watch for cracks in the sidewalk. Gradually, her walking became less controlled and more carefree, until she became her joyful self once more. So, too, their conversations progressed. To begin with, it was stilted, and they only reminisced about their shared teaching experiences. But as the walks progressed, they dived into more personal territory. They talked about their long marriages with their highs and lows. They talked about their present circumstances and what their dream of the future looked like. They discussed the things about which they had diff ering viewpoints. They found many things over which they could share laughter. And their grandchildren. Of course they spoke of them. One summer afternoon when they fi nished their walk and were having an iced tea, Simon said, “I’d like to take you out for dinner tonight.” When Lena 34 | arta.net started to speak, he held up his hand. “I know. What will people think? Let them talk, Lena, then maybe they will leave some other poor soul alone.” Lena laughed. “Actually, Simon, I was just going to say that would be lovely and ask what time.” As the day was turning into a soft twilight, Simon arrived at Lena’s door. She had thrown a sweater across her shoulders. “It is such a lovely night, I thought we should just walk to the restaurant.” They set off down the street, automatically adjusting their strides to each other. Simon reached for her hand and twined his fi ngers through hers. She looked up surprised. “I’m not afraid of falling any more, Simon.” “I know,” he said, and smiled happily. ●