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Raising Grandkids: The Unwished-for Retirement Option Gary Garrison “Raising kids at age fifty-seven? This isn’t the plan I had for my life.” Yet here was a grandmother talking to me over lunch at Tony’s Pizza in inner-city Edmonton about how her fourteen-year-old daughter was raped, ended up in a child welfare program, had a baby at sixteen, and began a life on the streets selling sex and taking drugs. She raised that baby — who is now in high school — since the baby was less than a year old. She refused to allow child welfare to get involved, worked full-time, took on a part-time job, gave up any thought of retirement, and, in the middle of all that, her husband of thirty-two years left her. In the meantime, her daughter was in and out of contact with her and gave birth to three other children. In 2005, when a brutal murder of a young woman was headline news in Edmonton, police approached the grandmother to identify the body 26 | arta.net because they thought it might have been her daughter. It wasn’t, but more than ten years later, she shuddered recalling the memory. Even now, she told me, “If the phone rings after nine o’clock, my heart stops. Lots of nights I go to bed crying.” She groaned in agony, the wound still festering deep in her gut. “You don’t hear from them! You don’t know where they are!” The chances are pretty good that everyone of retirement age knows at least somebody who’s raising their own grandchildren. If you don’t know one now, you almost certainly will before long. You may not even know that you know one already. I worked on a volunteer board with a woman for two years before I found out she had been raising her granddaughter for over ten years. It’s not the kind of thing people usually bring up in casual conversation. In fact, she didn’t know I was also raising grandkids. The 2011 census says that in almost 75,000 households, grandparents were raising grandkids; the number is certainly higher now. And that only includes self-reporting grandparents who have full